Everything feels like it’s been out of whack for the past few days and that’s why I’ve been away from the blog. I don’t even know where to begin really. My head feels like it’s spinning from all these minor (and a few major) nuisances in my life. Things like I feel I have no control over (and yet I probably do).
This was supposed to be a terrific weekend as I had Saturday off from work and the weather forecast was pretty good. To be honest I don’t remember much from Saturday other than the wife, Eli and I went over to my mom’s house to have dinner with my parents as my dad was up visiting from Rochester. As usual I stuffed my face with all the snacks lying around my mom’s house (she buys them in bulk at Costco I think) and her home cooked meal. We got home late, around 10, but I was determined not to deviate off my schedule so down I went to the basement to knock out Chest, Triceps & Shoulders. I was dead tired and sleepy going into it, but as usual once I got going things perked up. I fell short a rep here and there on some of the sets, but it wasn’t too bad considering how tired I was. The weights were pretty much unchanged from last week’s attempt. Amazing how difficult any straight arm exercise can be even with something as light as 5 or 10 pound dumbbells. Tony’s right in the sense that you don’t really need much more than that to feel the burn.
Sunday is when a lot of my real troubles began. I think it was actually rooted in a discussion on Saturday night when the family was talking about HD TV and getting a HD box for the cable service we have. I’m not a TV watcher at all preferring to get all my entertainment from the internet. My wife, however, has a lot of shows she loves to watch. Plus, there was the argument that our nice 48 inch HDTV which we bought a couple of years ago was wasting away in the basement as all it was used for was occasional gaming and the daily use of exercise DVDs. So we decided on Sunday to overhaul much of the furniture in the living room and basement. The wife and I carted everything back and forth to make space for the TV, I hooked up the HD box we got from Best Buy and then lugged the SUPER HEAVY OLD SCHOOL TUBE TV to the basement. Fucker’s only 27 inches but I swear that thing is a 150 pounds. It is BRUTAL to pick up.
Here’s the horrible part. In moving all the electronics around downstairs and upstairs, I did something to FRY my desktop. It would be too long a write up to tell you all the diagnostics and attempts I have made to get it fixed (and not that anyone would care), but suffice it to say I think the thing is totally screwed. I can’t even get it to run in safe mode anymore and on the few occasions I can actually get it into Windows, I get hit almost immediately with a blue screen of death. Reading up on the symptoms, I seriously think it has something to do with the memory. I opened up the case and swapped some of the RAM from one slot to the other (I read on a site that might help *shrug*) but nothing has changed. Friggin’ drives me nuts. I was hoping to get a lot more use out of that computer. Worst of all, the hard drive has a TONNE of files I’ve accumulated over the 5 years I’ve owned it (music, games, movies, documents, comics, anime, etc.). Ironic thing is, I kept telling myself at the start of this year that I would purchase an external drive to back it all up at some point, using the Best Buy gift certificates I got from my birthday and Christmas to pay for it (these went instead to getting the HD box I don’t really care too much for). Do I sound bitter? Yeah, I guess there’s a little bit of that in there too. Last year I bought a stereo with the Best Buy gift certificates I accumulated. A stereo I hardly use as I just plug into the iPod or laptop when I want to listen to music.
*Pounds head into desk.*
I was so upset and tired from trying for hours to get the computer fixed that I didn’t do Max Interval Plyo yesterday. Felt shitty for not doing it, but already felt shitty from the computer thing so… *shrug* it wouldn’t have changed anything I guess.
To add insult to injury, for some reason I was compelled this morning to weigh myself. I haven’t done that in a while and figured I should.
143 lbs.
FUCK. I haven’t been in the 140s in I don’t know how long. I was so pissed off… but in a way I kinda expected it. Despite all the exercise I’ve been doing, I’ve been feeling a touch more sluggish recently during some of the routines and it’s because of this bit of extra junk in my trunk I think. I can feel it around my abdomen. But that’s me to a ‘T’… I sabotage all the hard work I do because I can’t resist friggin’ all the chocolate Easter eggs at work! I’ve been opting for more desserts after eating out, pig out at my mom’s house whenever I go there, and I snack throughout the day at times I know I shouldn’t be (and when I’m not even necessarily hungry).
So… what am I going to do about it? That’s a good question. I hope to curb my eating but I need to set up a plan. I’m too tired to write it out right now… I’ll list some of the pointers tomorrow. But here is the end goal:
I want to be back at 135 by the time my son is baptized on June 20 and all the relatives are around. That’s roughly a little under 2 months from now. Gonna weigh myself once at the end of each week in order to keep a sharp eye on my eating patterns and goal.
Because my computer was fried, the wife and I left Eli with my mom and went shopping this afternoon for a) a small computer desk to fit into the living room and b) a new desktop computer. Didn’t get either as a) Ikea had nothing we liked or would fit our budget / living space and b) my brother has found a better model to buy regarding the computer than what I had initially found. Actually, he found a model at the store I was at but I didn’t have the details and want to look it over before committing to a purchase (as I’ll be out like a 1000 bucks for it). Thank God he knows about computers as I can just go to him when I find my own understanding is lacking.
I got home and tackled my Max Interval Plyo. Had to keep taking breaks through it as I felt I was just burnt out from everything that happened this weekend. I’m glad I only have to that workout once per phase during this hybrid as I hate it with a passion.
There was tonnes of other small annoying shit that happened as well but I don’t want to recount those as I’m already starting to get pissed off again just writing all this (i.e. not being able to work out comfortably in the basement as everything had been moved around and the system I regularly use for working out was now gone).
I hope that whomever you are, you had a much more satisfying weekend than I did. I also hope I get into better spirits as the week goes on.
Shit… just looked at all I wrote… sorry for the long as rant.